Breakdown Lyrics
Aaaaaaahhhh yea yea ahhhhh<br />
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I don't even know why I'm doing this song<br />
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I don't even know how I feel anymore........ god damn it<br />
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I can't count how many times I been the last one laughing<br />
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The joke is on me, cause see I keep crashing<br />
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My life is changing, really weird being here and there<br />
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But airplane flights and fighting long distance late nights<br />
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Doing double duty to a girl id love to live for<br />
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Thinking for ever, last alot, last long then I had planned on<br />
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Immortal is love, life isn't just a nice portal we go leaping through<br />
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I dig through dumpsters and rifle through the scraps<br />
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My spirit is starving, I am sad<br />
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I just wanted to walk my thoughts off and drink a cup of coffee<br />
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It seems like I can't sleep anyway, what am I doing here<br />
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My intentions span a mans attention, they pay me no mind <br />
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For I am the mother of invention<br />
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They say an ounce of pervention is worth a pound of cure<br />
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But I'm sure my intentions werent pure<br />
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In fact they acted so brazin<br />
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That's what forced me to leave this safe haven<br />
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And now I'm out in the storm having cut off my escape route<br />
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I slid through the some mud in a make shift rain suit<br />
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I was soaking wet and drug myself up from the bottom <br />
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I was shocked by cupids rock, I chased him down until I caught him<br />
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Grabbed the gimpy infant diaper rash <br />
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He used to quiver quickly to load love and unload until I started to feel sickly<br />
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I was head over high heels in love with my wheels in my girlie<br />
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The road came calling but she left early, now I'm falling into early thought<br />
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I can't stop thinking I just hope I don't get caught<br />
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{*faint singing* aaaaaahhhhhh, I break everything<br />
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So I broke it off, because I break everything<br />
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Fall out of love is an abstract art<br />
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I know I don't support your dreams <br />
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But I don't mean to be so selfish<br />
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I'm just overwhelmed by currents of assurance<br />
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still I'm helpless and hoping<br />
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someone else will help this coping<br />
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to be open is an art form, I'm feeling closed in<br />
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mostly a part from where we came from is part of whos to blame<br />
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there really nothing nobody can do to ease this pain<br />
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I'm feeling freezed in rain drops spread across the roof tops<br />
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I'm hiding undercover until the truth stops leaking<br />
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With loose lips peaking, gossip starts speaking in toungues<br />
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There's not a decent soul among them young ones<br />
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Who just gathered in rapture to pay hommage <br />
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To the capture of the master<br />
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We made ship to shore communication<br />
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You are my first true love but ive lost patience<br />
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With the endless way we let inpendence way of tendancy <br />
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To say I need more space, so please go away<br />
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Later on the change is on the otherside, let it slide<br />
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Better be hidingthe good vibe that I am feeling<br />
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When not stealing light from your likeness but<br />
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Like it or not, you let the first shot go<br />
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And invited the first thoughts of might we be so tired<br />
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As to be beyond the first aid our state required<br />
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doo doo do do doo do doo do doo doo doo do {*repeat*<br />
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Man...<br />
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You can't bandage neglected efforts or put band aids on baskets <br />
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No longer filled with love and now employed as caskets<br />
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Yes the love is dead, no the love remains<br />
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Nothing sings the soul as much of what the whole contains<br />
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When dumped down on this ground below<br />
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Spread slow at first but then emerced the town in its undertow<br />
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We can't grow in salt water cried the pretty girls<br />
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Neither can the flowers bloom <br />
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When you in tune your rose pedals in contract with those have settled in their ways<br />
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They layed down their arms and gave up thier glory days<br />
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Shortly before I walk out this door<br />
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I took a last look back and still I'm not sure<br />
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I've been a B minus boyfriend whos character was doubted<br />
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Who in every fight we had raised my voice and shouted<br />
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When I wouldn't even have to say a single thing at all<br />
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But if I strive to keep my silence it will be a lonley fall<br />
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But if I speak up now and raise my voice above the crowd noise<br />
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She only hear me hollering, she won't feel my footsteps<br />
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And following the shoes that break dance and exude balance<br />
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As the real amazing girl with an endless list of talents<br />
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That's why I'm challenging myself to grow up and spread out<br />
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If it's meant to be then its meant to be gently<br />
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Left alone to work itself out...<br />
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I just need more time<br />
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FUCK!<br />
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I don't even want to do this anymore<br />
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the phone calls, back and forth<br />
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hello I'm lost, hello I'm found, hello I want you back, goodbye<br />
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I'm by myself again, I'm really tired of being lonely<br />
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I'm sick of this........ get out of my head<br />
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I broke it off because I break everything, everthing I touch turns to dust<br />
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ooooh why, why would I want to touch anything, anymore<br />
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{*whispering* I don't want to go through this again
