The Calling Lyrics

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Gave back all the lights and glitterWrong track again and again is stingsWish you all could feel like this12 is for the reason of regret9 is for the pain that I'm causedWill strife ever cease? Someday...Fuck this mind that is made to hateComplete the task of humilityRestrained from who they want me to beThat's what they want me to beThat is not quite good enough for meFuck you and your thoughts on meFuck you and your thoughts of meFuck you how can I not be meFuck you I will never let you take meI will never be that good little oneI can never see what is so good about lifeI can never change just who I am,just what it is I think I am doingMy hands fell down now I know I failedYou were not there to pick up the waste of this pathetic taleMaybe I should just end all this right hereWould you like that?Maybe you could cope knowing that you all have succeededI am staying here to betray all of youNever failing me againCut a little...it bleeds slowly can you see it ooze?I'm going to save meMy eyes turn the color jadeI look at everyone around meI am so sick of this placeAnyone and anything makes me sickI just want to end it allI return to my room walls white with black shadesOh how would red look?The reasons are not for your earsThe feelings are not for your heartI circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreamingCan I find a way out besides this?I need itI want to be where you areI miss you

Chimaira Jade