Ever is a long time (ever is no time at all) Lyrics
What's the point in trying i just fall behind
Spend minutes just to pay for bleary eyes
Wouldn't you rather die than be on my mind, it hurts my head to think about you dead but i do it all the time
I could be a soul to keep. or i could keep on living soullessly
Drawing all the curtains to hide from ghosts that whisper bout the things we're scared of most
Chain link fences make us feel safe from shady parts of everything that i've made real to me
You screamed holy shit, the wind swept you off your feet, it sure as hell wasn't me i swear to god it was just
Two nights, a cloud of smoke exhaled from my still choking lungs, i couldn't move, i couldn't see that you're the breath i shouldn't breathe
Shallow breathe breathes air so heavy
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I go down to the bottom of the river, and plant myself in a watery grave. cuz when i'm down i can't see the surface, just unknowns and answers i can't see
So i let go of your tiny little fingers, just to say that i couldn't be saved. cuz when i'm gone i won't forget a single bit of all those long-gone memories
But wait, don't go. i'll hold you on my own
