Godless Lyrics
So many days I can't stop myself
From fighting this monster that eats me alive
So many times I've fought and I've tried
To live for a moment without fearing my mind
I hate this, yet live this, and it's bringing me down
I feel like I'm standing on uneven ground
The balance to life has been skewered so violent
I'm so sick of this death-instinct silence
So despondent and so somber, so frail
So scared to begin for the fear I will fail
I'm alone in this pattern and I can't call for grace
I'm left in this mess that is such a disgrace
I fear for my mind more than I fear for life
The one thing worth saving is the love I deny
For I feel so hollow, and I yearn to relent
The control for some peace and freedom from this torment
There's no one to save me and I can't save myself
I would give my whole being for some kind of help
But no one can stop this god damn monster so great
All hope is now lost and it's too late
I numb to forget, to quiet the noise
I'm deafened by silence, I can't live with myself
I numb to forgive, for myself can't forget
That I could've been someone without any regret
You lying man who tells a tale
Of flawless love and peace of mind
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Of parting seas and curing blind
Your lies my faith, there's no remorse
You spin your tale with brutal force
Your lies, my faith, my breathing grace
I ran from life, I erased my faith
I am so blind
And seeing eyes are not the kind
