Recondite Lyrics
I can't seem to penetrate the shadow
That's hanging over my past
In vain I search for the truth of what I was
Like surfaced from a dream
Guided back from my cage of seclusion
Nevertheless, I'm not going to turn away now
After the years blindness
I remember
But I can't recognize the feelings
Was that really me?
Was that really my voice?
I host memories that only speak when I sleep
I chase the times and the places
And sometimes I find
Yet never all there is
Imprisonment came from beyond my vision
But somewhere it still breaths
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Even if it would never be revived again
It will not leave me alone
I at the same time struggle to retain and to forget
But even if I remembered
I would only keep it inside me
For sometimes it is hard to see
Any light at all