From Here On Then Lyrics
Didn’t really know what I was looking for
But I knew I was something I needed
A thing that I wanted to possess
Thought I found it for a moment
Not The right feeling in my head
Then I stopped, big whole blank
I was alone
Then I stopped big whole blank
The obsession ceased, cleared my mind
She appeared in my life
Was O.K. for a while
Started to miss her every time she walked away
Made me realised that love can be found
When it only exist
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Some are laughing at me now
But those don’t and never will
Know what I feel, and that’s the worst thing ever