Open Face Surgery Lyrics
I've learned to control my thoughts
Ever since I recognized the first eavesdropper:
Those who listen in on my thoughts,
My logic, my sanity
I cannot let them know I don't know
The verses, or converse in my head:
Lash out at future foes,
Banter with friends I've not yet met
The psychoaggressive minions of
Your lord mock with laugher I can't hear,
With hidden scowls they admonish me
Nothing's sacred, Nothing's safe:
Your filthy god is omnipresent,
This undying nonentity that haunts
My every waking dream
They watch me, his mortal flock,
They know me now by sight alone:
My thoughts are too well concealed...
Yet I sense more scrutiny
Fleeting lucidity's too loud for me,
Let me be my silent self:
Our existences irreconciled
Make them stop! I'm rotting fast...
The answer, painful though it may be,
Is change
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Alter my outer shell...
The listener's may not, then, know it's me
Open Face Surgery: short of pain
And long on masquerade
Ounce by ounce, lose a little weight
Nip here, tuck there... So who needs eyelids?