Rock Bottom Lyrics
[Verse]
I sit alone in my bed I lay
I can't sit and justify my ways
I let depression pick apart my brain
My mind's a weapon and I'm in my aim
A lot of money sitting in my bank
Livin' in debt cause the price I paid
I sit alone questioning my faith
Behind my phone, just to hide my face
Cause if I don't then I just might break
Don't really know what measures I'll take
My heart corrodes and it can't be saved
I should have known what was at stake
I'm turning cold cause my life don't change
I wanna fold but I just can't cave, I gotta fight (No!... No...)
Don't know how much left is in me
Why do my thoughts always turn against me?
Why is it so hard when my problems hit me?
What if all along the problem is me?
Broken as hell, there's no way to fix me
I feel like a misfit
I wish all my burdens were lifted
I was blind to the lies I was given
Visit my mind and you'll find that it's twisted, I'm twisted
Don't hate me
Still running but forgot what I'm chasing
I'm burnt out, I need matches to save me
It turns out that I'm actually crazy
I find it crazy how I never broke out of this cycle
I know what the issue is, I'm in denial
I should probably go to church and open The Bible
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I've been putting off God, I need him for survival
I admit I'm a sinner but I believe in Christ though
Holding on to my hope, knowing that if I don't
I'ma end up on the edge, I'm my biggest rival
Resent the pain I hold and plus on the side note
I broke down yesterday still
I'm numb, nah I don't feel
Struggling, I can't feel
No one stepped in my field (No!)
Broken down after I built (woah)
A lot of fakes can't find real (woah)
I need my glass re-filled (woah)
Dead inside, can't find thrill, I'm... ( No! oooooh)
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