[Verse 1]
You were my drug
Now I'm withdrawing
When you're in my blood
Nothing's ever boring
I feel it through my veins
So eager to please
You give me chest pains
And let my heart rate ease
[Verse 2]
Is this blood on my hands or is it just red wine?
I find myself thinking about nearly all of the night
I make up these excuses for the reasons we should meet
Is this an addiction or is this just a repeat?
[Chorus]
I haven't been taking care of myself
I've forgotten what it's like to be in good health
I'm gaining weight and I drink too much
Maybe that's why you don't love me as much
I need to start taking care of myself
[Verse 3]
Distracting me from what's important
But you don't care, and I'm losing focus
You push me to the edge, and then you pull me back
I swear to God I'll have a heart attack
[Verse 4]
My skin's breaking out and I don't like what I see
When I walk past shiny surfaces I don't like being me
You say that you want me but you don't act like you do
I'm pretty sure my mom said be careful around you
{Chorus}
I haven't been taking care of myself
I've forgotten what it's like to be in good health
I'm gaining weight and I drink too much
Maybe that's why you don't love me as much
I need to start taking care of myself
[Bridge]
I don't care that all my clothes
Smell like your second-hand smoke
I'll make any compromise
If if keeps you by me side
I don't know why
{Chorus}
I haven't been taking care of myself
I've forgotten what it's like to be in good health
I'm gaining weight and I drink too much
Maybe that's why you don't love me as much
I need to start taking care of myself
{Outro}
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